I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past at all

Celeste; Hey thanks same t you too!
Michelle; Wahlau fucking long. You find it boring but not for others. There're people who ask me to write longer, ha. If it's boring to you then, don't read all lor. Haha. Skip here & there a little. I bet when you're commenting you're a little too high to comment. Haha don't know what talking you sial! See you tmr.
Shirl; I see you online. :D You're away, watching sgidols! :(
Alethia; Haha allright, sure no problem. Welcome! :D
Akiko; Good that you like it. See youuuuuuuuu (:

&& I'll place my head next to your heart & whisper the three words you've longed to hear. <3

I'm supposed to be studying but 'm having a supa nice talk with Pearlene [: She taught me quite a few things tday & I'm glad. We knew each other since last year I think? Can't really remember when though but I know I met her before MidwestLoveAffair came, it was TheUnloved one. [: Aw man, those times when I'd come online && talk to her like no tomorrow! I'm glad we've caught up a little on MSN just now & she really taught me a lot of things. She said I'm a tough nut, one of the toughest she know. Ah, I love her!

Last night, asthma came knocking on my doors & I stupidly went to open it. Fuckshitz, I couldn't sleep well 'cos I can hardly breathe. Pert called @ 1am, LH texted me before that but I didn't reply. Goddamned tired. Talked till 2plus & went off to sleep. Yawns, couldn't wake up this morning somehow.

You'd definitely wanna know what my Horoscope says about tday if you know how fucked up my life is.

The Bottom Line
Your ideas can give a stale situation a new freshness, so don't be shy. Speak up!

In Detail
If the folks around you are missing something that you think is really obvious, why don't you speak up? Chances are, your alert will improve the situation for everyone. Let their (sure to be) positive reactions boost your ego and give you the confidence you need to share your thoughts more often. You have a fresh way of thinking, and in certain situations, you're downright innovative. Don't let the fear of their dismay stop you from saying what you think.

How these things could be so true sometimes. It's not that I don't want to, it's that the courage doesn't flow. :( -looks @ Pearlene. Those in italic are so fucken true.

English paper tday was quite allright. I got the report format wrong again, fuckshit. It always happens! Ohmy, I'm so dead but whatever. What is done, can't be undone. Oral after school! Chinese Ns oral. Omg the teachers were being so moronic. They actually like laughed at me. Okay my chinese's like shit la I know but hey! You so mean, you mean little thing. :( ay but maybe they're laughing with me. Hahha. It was allright afterall. Got outta school around 330pm & took a cab home. The weather kills, seriously! Omg! Got home, showered & used the com.

I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. I feel lost, but it's okay, it's not the first time I'm feeling this way. I feel abandoned, again, it's okay 'cos it isn't the first time anyway. You feel good doing this then okay, fine, go ahead. But you know what? I'm out of touch. I'm almost losing it. I'm almost going crazy. You know I'd go miles for you. Thanks to the reality, so jaded. I hate to say goodbye but this time I guess I have to.
Goodbye to everything we ever knew.

I finally updated my LJ :D I know how t make LJ layouts already! :D Thanks to Pearlene [: I'm gonna sleep then wake up later when Pert calls & study! :D Kristle suggested that way. Oh I forgot to mention that Kristle & I are having messaging marathon again :D I miss her please, so pretty much!.

You had me several months ago when I was still quite naive. Well you said that we made such a pretty pair && that you would never leave. But you gave away the things you loved & one of them was me.

I gotta thank you for leaving me with a broken heart to mend. < /3


When your kiss & mine collide.
<3.

5:34 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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